Thursday, June 14, 2007

It's June


It's so funny how our mindsets can change in a mere matter of weeks. Here are just a few revelations I have had since my previous two posts:

1) I have always found myself in my schedule. The busier I am, the more important I feel. It is time to let go of that. I need to find myself in God, not in my schedule.

2) When I die, noone will care how long it took David and I to pay off our credit cards. Noone will care the brand of sofa I bought. The only thing that will matter is the way I loved people. I can not love people the way God intended if I am working all the time, sleep deprived, hating my body because I did not have time to work out, and completely stressed.

3) There is nowhere I would rather be than with David.

4) My three priorities in life are: God, David, and my health. My job is not in those top 3, so that says something. Those three things have to be my top priority every day.


5) I need a job that forces me to grow, not one that I can do so simply. What that means, I do not know. Does God want me to learn more here before moving on? Should I plan on moving on anytime in the near future? Would Vineyard WestSide be a good fit for me?


Anywho, that is where I have gotten in the past few weeks. I feel that I have learned a lot about myself and think that I will be pushed to grow even more. Discipline is something that I will need to work on as I need to have focused quiet time, devotions with David, gym time, and healthy eating habits.


God has put some wonderful friends in my life that have helped me to grow and I know will continue to push me. Lord, please make me more like You.

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